Darkest Me

Well, people often cannot express their actual feelings or emotions when they tend to get depressed. Most of the youth today go through this stage when one comes face to face with loneliness. It may be at school or anywhere else.

I decided to find out what people feel when they go through this stage and here is how I describe it through a poem that I penned down.

I just got up from a bad dream,

And realized, that all I saw was reality

Sticks and stones make up the way,

Into the long lost dreadful stage.

Plight is not what I call the feeling,

Perhaps it’s too simple a situational meaning

The possessed feeling is something unearthly,

Far away from mankind’s tender reach.

What is this feeling, that is enclosed within,

A chamber of sorrows that I dare not open

Because fear insists on keeping away,

I turn into a devil day by day.

Scorched by the ‘much a bright’ sun,

Paving the way to some so called ‘asylum’,

Maybe bringing me tears of joy and sorrow,

Together, those feelings make a psycho.

The moon has arrived on the darkest evenings,

Where I realize that in my feelings

I have found out the darkest side of me,

And that very night, ‘that feeling’, made me a werewolf!

These are the emotions that one tries to combat but fails to do. Only a few brave go past situations like these.

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